Up and Running again!
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Just stumbled upon this old picture, from May 2011, and i have to admit it looked kinda nice (not that i thought so at the time). A lot of gym was done after that as well....all that hard work is gone though -not a chance i'd get in that now! Was a struggle that broke a sweat back then, now impossible =(
That feels kinda shitty. Seriously need to get a grip.
Luckily it's soon New Years which tends to bring resolutions right?
;)
| Having the weekend off |
I've done a lot of bad as of late. I've been messing up, not only with Brutus, but also in my life in general.
But today i did good =)
I got my lazy fat arse off to the gym *grins* One day before deadline i may add!
| Remember these from back in the day? ~ Nostalgia ~ |

We all know i struggled with the gym for "a while". This resulted in, that the by the end of last year, i'd gained 5 of the 7kg i'd lost. Yeah that was one sour lemon! It took some serious hard work to lose that, and then to just gain it back so easily, well it nothing short of sucks.
It's not been long since i got my butt back in the gym but i am already seeing progression =)
Numbers are barely moving at all, but i do gain muscle very easily (and let's just say the weights are a teeny weeny bit heavier than at the beginning of last year - 20kg or so *grins*)
Anyways, i thought i'd give you guys a visual of the butt that now hits the gym!
It's day two on the diet. The shakes are still awful, but i managed to make the soup nice! =D Throw in some lightly boiled carrots and broccoli and a big pinch of cayenne (it's kinda spice-of-the-month just now, even before this) and some Parmesan cheese and it was actually nice! Not just bearable. I have however taken a bite or two of things (but i literally mean a bite or two!) and i just had four Table water biscuits (that contain no water what so ever! Had to laugh at that! *lol*).
Did you know that a tiny little throatie contains 7kcal?! And here's me trying to use them to not eat any calories! *LOL*
Tomorrow is gym deadline Numero Due. Let's see if this diet thing has paid off at all.
You're supposed to do the complete meal replacement for 1-3 weeks, i was gonna do 3 -I'm not so sure anymore! I'll keep it up till i run out, can't remember how much that is.
Today is Wednesday. Apart from it being midweek it's also the day for my first gym deadline with the new "consequences".
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