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Monday, February 4, 2013

i'm supposed to blog

Yeah.... i guess you read Sir's blog? Well, i know some of you did anyways.

That's where we're at.

my life recently

Today has been one of them days where i wish i could go lie in a corner and waste away into nothing. It's sucked from the moment i opened my eyes. Or that's not quite true, the evening has been surprisingly good.
Today has had nothing to do with Sir and me though -it's been all about TB. And losing the headset to my less than a week old new phone. And then CBT group (Cognitive Behavioural Therapy) -which was actually surprisingly good considering how i felt today!





But that's not really what i'm supposed to blog about i guess.


Thing is....when it comes to Sir and i, i don't really know what to say.

We've been in a shit place.
I've acted horrendously. He's been an idiot (sorry Sir). And round the merry-go-round we go...

I think we might be getting somewhere though, although i barely dare say it (i know how i jinx myself!).



I must say i am very happy Sir's started blogging again though! And it feels like we are slowly coming to be on the same page. Whereas for quite some time it's felt like we've been on different chapters, or even reading different books. At least different.








It's a start.
A good start even.






With love,

3 comments:

kiwigirliegirl said...

Sorry you had such a bad day, me too for the same bloody reason believe it or not, so i know EXACTLY how you feel. Only diff is that i get into major trouble :(
Hopefully tomorrow is better.
as for you and Elder....keep talking, keep telling him what you need, when he does give you wha tyou need even if its short lived, show him that it works....a starting place is all you need ... :)

February 5, 2013 at 9:05 AM
Elder said...

Yes melinda,
you are supposed to blog. I know it takes inspiration, but by now there should be something to write about. Or not? I am looking forward to you true opinion here.
Brutus

February 7, 2013 at 6:38 PM
melinda Sweetgirl said...

i know Sir, but just because you have stuff to blog about don't mean you can...but i will try.

February 7, 2013 at 8:46 PM

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