There's a lot of involved
As you may have noticed i am tinkering about with the blog quite a bit. This is both an attempt to clean up the blog and take the opportunity to (try to) gain some web design skills.
So, i've created a little poll where i ask what you think of the blog. If you could spare about 45 seconds maybe you would consider ticking a box or two? It would be greatly appreciated!
Oh, and if you choose 'other' feel free to leave a comment what that 'other' may be :)
Thank you in advance =)
i know i'm supposed to go sleep now (just signed off from chat with Sir), but i really need to write this.
After having spoken over the last few days about the health stuff that concerns me Sir has actually taken action! And i know He hasn't read my post, the previous one, so that isn't it.
He's followed my directions for caring for a wound He has and He's actually taken it upon Himself to make some healthier choices for Himself over the past cpl of days. And i am so proud of Him = D
Baby-steps. Every little counts and opening one's eyes are the first step. And Sir has taken several. I am really proud of Him for doing something about it, i know how difficult it is to get started -that's always the hardest part! And it fills me with pride and joy that He is making the effort to do so.
I'll be right along side Him every baby-step of the way -even if i have do to it mainly from a distance.
Baby-steps Sir. Baby-steps that can lead to leaps and bounds =D
i am hoping to share every step, every leap and every bound with You Sir -
i love You!
PuSS comes back!
Some are re-visitations but they're just as nice this time around =)
I just decided to bring back PuSS!
I know it's Monday but hey deal with it -you're getting pin-ups! ;)
*Off to search for pix*
OK so i'm back home again as of yesterday. The welcoming was not so nice; cold and rainy, flight half hour late and getting stuck on the Motorway half way home from the airport =(
But considering 2 other Ryanair flights had to do emergency landings yesterday maybe i was lucky after all! *lol*
But i'm home now and i'm looking forward to getting my TB back home tonight. I've missed her.
Before then i have some housework to do (see Sir.... ;) )
My throat is sore...blah! hope i'm not getting sick again.
As of tomorrow it's new week and it's back to gym and being healthier, and school and what not. Back normal again.
Looking forward to it? Both yes and no. My back is still hurting :'(
Let's hope getting back into the swing of things help.
Now that housework awaits so i will catch you guys later for what will hopefully be a more extensive catch up.
Ciao for now!
Just wrote a huge post and somehow all but the last few sentences just went up in smoke!!!
it was a good, honest post too -maybe not so clever or nice, but it was good and honest.
Yesterdays "maintenance"...well, wow didn't really go as expected -as either of us expected i think!
More about that later.
if i do this?
Experimenting, please bear with me!
Excuse the mess -i'm messing about with the template!
Order will be restored....
OK, so i promised you guys some update about me being here with Brutus. I'll give you one, not the best most positive one but you will get the honest one fresh in my memory.
This morning i have mostly been pottering about, doing small bits and pieces like organizing stuff in the bedside cabinets, a bit of dishes and stuff like that. Like a good subbie do (although maybe a good subbie would've done quite a bit more?). Anyways, i prepared lunch and put it in the oven when i heard His car driving into the garage, so that He wouldn't have to wait more than a few minutes for it. All good, right? Except that as soon as He gets in the door He does something to piss me off. Yes, health related, no need to go into details.
I know what most of you will say now: He's the boss, it's His choice, His prerogative blah blah blah....
I don't agree. Yes, maybe as His subbie i don't have anything to say about it, bit i happen to also be His partner, and as such i do think i have the right to concern myself with it -and yes even get angry about it!
And angry i was. Now the thing with this little girl here is that she really can't mask anything at all very well. And you know how some people can keep in that energy that flows from you when you feel strongly? Not this one!
I was angry and i wasn't hiding it very well at all. Although the things i said was perfectly valid i could've been more humble with my words -i'm as blunt as can be most of the time! *sigh*
I didn't mean to hurt His feelings, or His pride, or to offend Him in anyway. But this is a long standing issue and i am having great difficulty with not letting it spill over.
The lunch was eaten mostly in a suffocating silence, with me averting my eyes from not only Him, but the table in general (like i said i can't hide anything and when i'm angry my eyes glow green as the Hulk himself).
I tried breaking it by asking how His morning had been. His five word long reply ended that conversation, and it was back to the suffocating silence again. After a few minutes i couldn't stand it any longer so i asked about dinner -sure fire subject to get Him engaged! Yeah, i'm being snarky and sarcastic, i realize that -in fact i think i have been a fair bit recently! *ashamed* Yes, i am ashamed, but i won't take the full blame for it. Tonight there will be maintenance -apparently i need it! (No shit Sherlock) We'll see how that goes. It was also said to be a lot of D/s and BDSM going on this time round, there's been none. Apart from me wearing the collar and sleeping chained to the bed with the leash, so yeah that (which i have to admit i like!).
The fact that i'm PMSy and slept incredibly badly last night don't help.
The rest of Sir's lunch hour was....let's say pretty stiff. Not at all like we usually have it with cuddles on the sofa.
I have to admit i am still peeved though. It will probably take me a while not to be, because this issue is a really big deal to me and it feels like He doesn't give a shit about it. I know that's not entirely true, but in His inaction it effectively makes it so.
I'm sorry, i'm spewing gall and probably saying a lot of stuff i shouldn't, but hey what's new?
Now i'll take my still-slightly-shaky hands and revved up pulse and go lay in the sun on the balcony.
Might as well enjoy it while i don't have a bruised arse to hide, right?!
Catch you guys later.
|Working to earn my cap =P|
Well, i'll get back to that. It's a gorgeous day outside, so why am i sitting indoors doing computer stuff when i haven't done nothing but moan at the bad weather most of the summer?! Good question, one i won't ponder for too long -instead i will actually go out!
Ciao, adios and catch you laters!
There are loads of them - some new, some old, but they all stand for the same:
Only one day left!
Yep four days to go! What to do for the days to go?
hahahahahaha just had to share!
What did you think it was about? =P
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