Sunday, July 31, 2011
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The other day me and Master was playing. It started of good with a spanking and after it I felt...happy, content, mellow....like I could just curl up against Him and watch a movie. Nothing sexual, nothing needy -just plain mellow.
But then we continued; we moved on to clamps. In all honesty I would have preferred to just have stopped at the spanking (I mean who wouldn't? I felt...good), but anyway we moved on. Initially I felt the normal pain of putting on the clamps, but then after a few minutes there was nothing, zilch. And then I started feeling annoyed, irritated, then aggravated, pissy. And I acted like it too! I got outright bitchy! *hangs head in shame*
I have previously mostly gotten to see pink fluffy clouds but this....no never before.
Now, my question is this:
have you ever had 'negative' feelings brought out from pain play? With love,
3 comments:
Sounds like you wanted to be loved and held by someone you love. Not treated like a piece of meat.
August 2, 2011 at 8:17 PMyes I did (or would I have?)-and had he been able to he would've wanted it just as much! Unfortunately it's not always the case. Master would never be so mindless as to "treat me like a piece of meat" -although he does like the meat a lot! ^^
August 2, 2011 at 8:22 PMhi sweet girl
August 3, 2011 at 12:35 AMmaybe you werent feeling submissive enough, just having an off day, we do have those days....lol. Think you just needed a cuddle more than anything else, we love those too...lol.
blossom xx
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